Monday, October 22, 2012

ShotGun: 21st October 2012


21ST Oct ’12, Sunday
SG!  <I wish I had a REAL shotgun in my hand right now! I’d kill off myself!>
Damn! Just damn! I feel like writing a thousand Damns all together right now! Damn! Yaar, Damn! That girl’s HERE! Just to torture me! Damn! Why does she have to be HERE? Damn! Budtameezi ladki! Di and I as per our plans went to shop dresses for ourselves. We decided to go to megamart as there were a lot of offers due to the festive season! We started to shop and I landed up at the denim section < my favourite> I was admiring the cool range of jeans when a stupid, senseless, fool jammed right on me! I was about to forgive who-ever it was...But it was HER! What the hell was she doing there? I started yelling at her right away. That idiot didn’t even apologise! I was about to shout more but di came. Again Damn. I lost a wonderful opportunity to blast her! And her parents came too. I wish she’d been like them-  dignified people. They’re just so perfect that I respect them...but she! Just DAMN! Di and her parents chatted. It’s seems that she’s come to Chennai as her father’s promoted and got a transfer! I left that place giving some kind of an excuse. I can’t stand her! After we reaches home di scolded me for behaving badly with her. My attempts to explain the situation went futile. I just don’t want to talk about today anymore. I’ll say you more tomorrow when I hopefully get cooled off!
Bye! ASR. <Dammit!>

HighHeels: 21st October 2012


21st October, 2012
Sunday
High-heels!
My Sunday has turned out to be Bad-day! Guess what…My fears have come true. I’m in a very very bad mood to even write it down. Lord Governor is freaking here! I mean Arnav- Arnav Singh Raizada is here in Chennai. The one wuestion I ask repeatedly is why does this have to happen to ME!?!? Why should I be the one with all the sorrow? Shit! <Sorry for cussing> Today morning we were almost done with the packing. We started undoing the apparel boxes to find half of my casuals damaged! I was freaking angry! But ma and pa decided to buy new clothes for me. So after arranging ma’s clothes and pa’s shelves we started for MegaMart. I love shopping in MM because ALL brands are available! I was shopping my heart out… Starting from Anahi kurtis, mix and match tops, levi jeans, Cherokee tops and jeans, HANDBAGS, sunglasses, and lots more! I was very very happy and was literally jumping around… and that’s the BIGGEST mistake of my life. Jumping out of joy I was roaming in the denim section while momsee and dadoos were upstairs picking casuals for dad. I hit a brainless idiot who had been intensly analysing the texture of the jean! Idiot! My back hit him and I turned back to receive the shock of my life! It was him! I, in a fraction of a second prepped myself to just vroom out of that place when he yelled at me! How dare he yell at Princess Khushi Kumari Gupta? He told I am following him! Damn! Bloody hell! <sry for cussing, can’t help it> I was about to rebuke while Anjali di appeared into the scene <Dammit dammit dammit! I can’t shout in front of her! She’s a sweet-heart!> She greeted me and I had to narrate the story of dad’s promotion and transfer stuff. Soon ma and pa came too and they were all chatting <they know each other well due to the last year school battle-I’ll tell about that later> I didn’t want to stand even near him. So I left saying that I wanted to look for more tops. My life’s HELL! Damn it! Wish he oesn’t come to the same school <I don’t even want to imagine the possibility!>
 Bye, for today. I’m totally upset.
Princess KKG distressed! L

HighHeels: 20th October 2012


20th October 2012,
Saturday


High-heels darling!
I’m terribly sorry that I can’t write much today. Mom’s already started to suspect your existence in my hand bag which in simpler terms means DISASTER! So I’ve decided to write short update today instead of the yapping ones <Don’t worry just for today> by tomorrow’s evening I’d be done with arranging my shelf, so I’d have found a safe, secure place for you! Today we just landed. Reached our new home, and have started unpacking. The new house’s pretty cool- I like it. It already feels like home. Mom didn’t cook today because of the dusty utensils, just unloaded.  So we went out and had lunch. And I think I saw someone whom I was very badly wishing I’d never meet the rest of my life. But the possibilities are so least that I’m now able to console myself that it is literally IMPOSSIBLE. So now I’m not worried. Back home we continued with the arranging. Dad’s got the car here before we reached. The cargo plane has reached pretty fast <I should’ve come that way too-inside the car! Would’ve been adventurous> Now if I sit here one more minute, writing down, I’ll be dead for sure. So, a very hasty “Bye” wave from your beloved princess, KKG! Love ya loads, sweets!
Bye!





ShotGun: 20th October 2012


20th October ’12, Saturday

Hi ShotGun <will it be alright if I call you SG?>

It’s Saturday =>’Fun’day with di after a long time. First we saw another movie in the morning <Killing Them Softly>. Even though she doesn’t like action, she was okay with it because it’s been a long while since I saw action movies. Anyways, I’ve grown up right now, so I’m actually matured enough to know that they’re not to be tried at home. <LOL> Then we decided to go to a restaurant for lunch and ours lunch was gooooood! I’m not much of an eater, but still I loved the lunch today. It was awesome. Then we went shopping... <was a bit boring. Di was shopping all girly accessories> But some of it was worth because I noted the designs <the unique ones>. The designer dream in me still exists. We planned to shop dresses too but it was really late after the dilemmas that di got when she was picking up accessories. Then we on our way back home, ate some cooked Masala Corn <its spiciness balances the cold monsoon weather! LOVED it> Now again we’re planning to see a late night movie! <I can’t belive we’ve spent a WHOLE day shopping just accessories! Sometime’s di too ends up being  girly!> Again she’s calling me. I’ve gotta go! <Tomorrow we’ve planned for the “dress” shopping! Excited!> And the message for today is:
Remaining silent and being thought a fool is better than speaking and clearing all doubt! <Truly terrific!>
Bye!
ASR

Shot Gun: 19th October 2012


19th October 2012, Friday

Hey Shotgun!Nothing much happened today! Just a shock in the morning... I came to know that the exam for which I was preparing is gonna be on the 4th of November! <Darn it!> I very badly wish it hadn’t been there... God! If it was scheduled for early Jan or late December I could’ve prepared better! My bad time! And it’s raining here... It’s pretty nice actually... It’s been long since it had rained here. The hot sun was burning my skin! The rain timing’s a bit messed up because unlike Delhi where it rains in July or August, here it rains October, November-ish... Anyways, rain’s always rain. I wanted to get wet, so went to the terrace but Di was against my idea of “enjoying the rain” because of the new Dengue prob. I was actually planning to continue dancing in the rain, but gave up the idea after di sneezed. I don’t want di to get sick. We then sat in the balcony and watched drops of water sliding down the leaves... we splashed tiny quantities of water on each other. Overall, I’m pretty much happy with this ambience because this helps her forget all her worries and be normal. After a long time we are actually feeling better, after the massacre that has changed our lives. Di and I’ve taken a promise. We’ve decided to put behind the past and get on with the present. And tomorrow, di’s gonna be home, they’ve declared holiday because of the rains, so we’ve decided to watch a movie tonight! Di’s calling me... I’ve got to go! I’ll tell ya the rest later!Bye!
ASR

HighHeels: 19th October 2012


19th October 2012,
Friday

Vanakkam High-Heels <Wondering what? Let me explain> !
I’m so sorry. I can’t write much now. I’m on the plane, travelling!  Our flight was delayed due to the depression formed in the vicinity of Chennai. It rains there at this time of the year! <The experience the North-West monsoon…> Many flights got delayed I had to spend most of my time chatting and yapping around the airport. Mom’s pretty flustered with me around her. She says “Another word and my ears are going to bleed!” But I’m not the one can be easily muted. I pretended as though I didn’t hear a word. Then I brought a topic that interested her… I told her I wanted to learn Tamil as we’re going to stay in Chennai. That made her involved and I’ve learnt some words so far… It’s not that tough actually… Hi/Namaste is “Vanakkam” in Tamil.  “Nandri” is thank you. It’s “Kaalai” for morning <the ‘lai’ must be lightly pronounced, if it’s stressed it gives a different meaning it seems… Kaalai <with the stressed lai> means Bull!>  “Maalai” stands for evening. But mom says they don’t use it much. It’s all pure tamil, not parts of speech. Some words are actually similar to hindi… Like for night it’s “Raathri” instead of raath in hindi. I think I’ll learn it pretty quickly… Actually now I’m writing from the restroom, I don’t want mom looking into you and I don’t want to skip writing too… Oops, someone’s tapping the door..Looks like I’ve taken much time talking with you! Bye! Naan poitu varren <I’ll go and come back>
Princess Khushi Kumari Gupta learning a language! LOL!

Friday, October 19, 2012

SS: The Synchronizing Forces (Chp 13)


Khushi was waiting at the entrance of her dance work-shop. It had been 20minutes after she had called Varsha, but there were no signs of her anywhere. Disappointed, she decided to make use of her time by practicing more. She felt that, now having become an ambassador, she had to diversify her dancing style. She had been just focussing on the classical styles. She wanted to be a stunning professional, rather than just a successful amateur. She made her way into the ballet studio once again and started her moves. The instructor, having known Khushi for years together, gave her all the freedom. She even had Khushi’s help sometimes, for coaching students, when she had a tight schedule.



          She stared at her own reflection on the mirrors of the studio. She moved elegantly just like most of the professional ballet dancers move. She imitated the moves of her favourite: Natalie Portman’s moves from Black Swan, sheer perfection. She tried her level best to perfect the art. She tried unique steps. But she had no luck. She was missing something. Whichever way she turned, swivelled, twisted or vaulted, or landed, something was just not right. She became still for a minute. “Empty your mind. Focus!” she reminded herself. Regaining her composure, she looked at herself in the mirror again. She started her moves once more. She felt all her moves would become perfect if there was a duality. She found out the blunder. She knew what she wanted; A partner.





          Scrutinizing the mirror, as if it was a mirror of wishes, she tried to imagine, give an image, to her partner. As she moved, now another figure moved along with her on the mirror. It was a virtual moment. She visualized him. She danced heartily. And at the concluding step, finally after she landed gracefully she realized who she had been picturing in the place of a partner. It was him. Out of shock, her eyebrows shot up. “Oh My God! What has happened to me?!?” she held her head between her palms. Because of her sudden realization and state of shock, the image on the mirror just dissolved away.  Now, that the illusion was gone, she was relieved and promised herself she’d never imagine or even think of him again.




 Again, she looked at her in the mirror. But now, the space that the illusion had occupied was replaced by another image. This was not just a made-up picture.


It was real; A real reflection of Arnav Singh Raizada, staring at her intently…

~*~



          Varsha was pretty content with her sending Arnav to pick up Khushi. Her naughty mind was thinking of new ways of bringing them together. Something in her heart said in a small voice ‘It’s not an ordinary day!’ She, being one who always trusts her instincts, decided to sport her favourite outfit instead of her formals.



She planned out the day. She was going to skip office, despite knowing the fact that Arnav would be mad at her for doing so, take Khushi and go to the mall to shop her heart out! It has been a dream for her to dedicate an entire day for shopping, and to make things better, Khushi was going to be with her! She giggled at her shopaholic heart which was at full swing that day. “This shopping is gonna be awesome! Khushi’s gonna be with me, and obviously, just as she is with me, Arnav’s gonna come too! Which means, I’d get a lot of chances to play with them both!!!” she shouted animatedly at her reflection. Finding fault with the make-up, she dabbed her face with a little of powder, and was pleased with the way she looked.  



Humming her favourite tune, she was stuffing her handbag with the needed. She then decided to call di. She took her mobile and dialling Anjali’s number, she waited for her to pick up the phone. There was no answer. She tried for her a few more times. Still no one picked the phone. Wondering what went wrong; Varsha arrived at a conclusion that Di must be busy. Sub-consciously, she was worried as Di hadn’t called her since the previous night, and the last time she’d spoken with her, she had sounded different.



She said to herself ‘Hope everything’s fine….’
~*~



Nithin Malhotra was a busy young man in his twenties. Everyone almost instantly arrived at a conclusion that he’d be in his late forties, given that, he’s the chief of SSO. Almost every person who KNEW who he was had never believed what they saw when they first met him. He was shuffling through his present case files and paused when he saw the most unusual case of all. It was Delhi’s youngest and most successful business man’s file. He always had a liking for this person as he too had made the impossible possible. He too had achieved great success, at an incredibly young age, just like himself.




He had always looked forward to meet him, but he never thought that he’d be meeting him this way. His eyebrows furrowed as soon as he thought of it. He had expected Anjali to reply to his mail that day, but she hadn’t. “This is going to complicate matters more!” he mumbled to himself. ‘I can’t believe I’m doing this!’ he thought. Placing all the files in place except the one he gave the most importance, he said to himself:



‘Now I have to step in myself!’
~*~




           In the eerie silence Mehul was shivering with fear. She had come a long way up to that place, but she didn’t have the courage to go beyond there. She knew her sister’s life depended upon her, but even then she couldn’t gather up nerve to take such a big step. She knew it wasn’t as easy as it looked. If she took one wrong decision, it could cost her sister’s life.



           She’d traced his number to that place and that was the reason she came. But then her mind told her not to go there because it was one of his dirty traps. She was sure it wasn’t the real place where her sister was. She knew that. But still she didn’t want to take a chance. There was an abandoned hut which had no lights. She tiptoed towards it. She was about to peep inside through the window, but just then she heard a beep inside. She reflexively angled herself in such a way that she couldn’t be seen from inside. She heard a voice. Just one. And that voice was his.



           “I think she has grown brains. I’m deliberately calling her from here, so that she’d follow me here, but she hasn’t turned up yet. I’ve got to work out a new plan. Is everything all right there? Don’t allow her to go ANYWHERE! She’s one of those bitches who cheat you and try to get away from you! Be careful, she’ll persuade you!...Okay…. Yeah…I’ll be back in no time. I’m cutting the call now, and hear! I don’t want you to call me for the next 1 hour… I’d be switching off my phone. Yes. Bye!” he cut the call. Mehul could feel her heart racing. Sweat beads rolled down her forehead. She didn’t know what to do, who to call for help. She just stood there still for some more time just to make sure he didn’t know she stood there.



“God! Please throw some light towards this situation!” she prayed.


~*~




          Arnav. MY Chotte! Anjali’s world had stopped since she’d read the post scriptum of the mail. She couldn’t make herself go to SSO’s office, meet the chief. She didn’t have much confidence. At the same time she didn’t want to sit there in the hall, repairing her toaster while her brother’s life was at risk. She just couldn’t put herself together. She was…unsure. Weak. Insecure. Hesitant. She knew she cannot. She can never be an agent. She was not made for it. She was just one of those girls who were just fit for staying at home. She had lost all her confidence after her mom died.


“There’s nothing as “Can’t”, di! We’re born to change the world. We’re born to do our part which others can’t do. Only WE can do OUR role. No one else can!”




Anjali was reminded of what Arnav had said to her when she thought she was useless. That was the only thing that kept her going. She completed her studies and was in fact one of the brightest research fellows in her university, inventing gadgets of a kind. Creativity was her identity. The toaster she’d been working on was not just a toaster. It was a combo of a toaster and unusual signal receptor, mainly designed to sense bizarre, unfamiliar movement. This has a lot of use in spotting thieves. As she thought more on the positives of her…She started to find the long-lost confidence. With a head filled with dilemma, doubting her own abilities she was trying to make the biggest decision of her life…well, not just hers’ but Chotte’s life too…